Jeremy Lyn Nation

"If u were a rainbow, where would u end?"

I am an open book....no time for games, ask and I will answer.....My life is centered on God, I want to b the best person I can be, so that I can b the best person someone will ever need...very spontaneous, almost gypsy like...love travel, the great outdoors and anywhere a memory can b made....i am new to this all, but learning...I deserve the truth, You deserve the truth...after reading some of the post of those who have viewed my profile, here is "me" typed in a little square box...everyone wants a man who loves her, would run circles around the sun and lasso the moon for her, a great kisser, a romantic fool, compassionate, good listener, attentive to her needs, loving and honest to her family, friends and children, a travel partner, someone who has her back against anything this crazy life throws at her, a rock to anchor against, someone to sing her songs or write her letters for no reason other than to show his love, snuggle buddy, lover, dependable, trustworthy, loyal, kind, chivalrous, her last blind date, her first true love, all in all perfection is wanted and deserved but sometimes perfection is hard to offer, what if you only meet 9 out of 10, or God forbid 8 out of 10, then you fall short, you let her down.....BUT, what if perfection really is out there?....sad thing is its usually about what you look like, not who you are.....but, maybe just maybe one great true soul mate love exists!!!!

Bogey got Bacall, Hepburn had Tracy, DiMaggio married Marilyn, Joe Dirt got Brandy, all the men in Love Actually r dodgy at best, but they too got the beautiful lady in the end, Patrick Dempsey went from totally geek to totally sheik in cant buy me love and yeppers he got his girl....I could go on and on, from world leaders to great lovers, from normal folk to mythology....the boy gets the girl when its real, trusted and the world is thrown out and your heart is thrown all in...

about me....Jeremy Lyn Nation, country boy, raised on farm, back roads, sitting under trees, lover of life...you know what I cant talk about me, too much ego involved. I would rather do something everyday to change someone's life, who in no possible way could ever re pay me---that's where its at, loving and helping others...

Love one another, be good to one another, God could have just left man all alone down here for all eternity. But, He instead created a woman from us, for us to love and protect.. WOW what an awesome gift, a gift from The Creator of all things, now that's a gift you can never repay, but you can sure spend a lifetime loving it and being thankful for it....if its in the Bible, its alright with me....

so my question to you is? if you were a rainbow, where would you end?....u can answer a lot of questions with that simple question

my fav thing ever.....u know it is an awesome hug, when she runs her fingers through your hair...love ittttt

and with that...It's easy to grow old, all you have to do is go on living. But, if you want to grow old together, you have to do it with somebody....

so for all of those who view me as a 7, or 5, maybe a 3 or even a 1. I hope you can at least now see my heart as a 10....love is out there, but honesty has got to trump ego, and what a person offers might have to replace blue eyes or a fancy car, how a man treats you might have to win over a big house or great job....how a man treats your loved ones, might have to overshadow a big boat or expensive trips....don't get me wrong, no one should ever settle, but if your really looking for love, you gotta let love take over and well for lack of a better phrase, you gotta back off a little....the greatest loves trusted love, died to themselves and lived for another.....God bless u all and enjoy this crazy trip around the sun, make your life, love and dreams spectacular.. hope u find exactly what u have always wanted .....JLyn

#10 Love Actually
Greatest Love Stories in a movie

If You ever miss your soul...
Imagine her smile....
Pull close the memories that change your life...
and,
Forever hold onto those eyes you want to see last....

                              

 

#9 Cant Buy Me love
Money doesn't matter

#8 Serendipity
Love always finds a way

                                    
#7 On Golden Pond
Oh Norman you are my knight in shining armor.....
view the video after this plays and more pop up on screen to see the best scene...

#6 On Borrowed Time
Family Love
Letting go is always the hardest part

#5 Fifty First Dates
How far would you go to make everyday new for the love of your life...

#4 An Affair To Remember
Sometimes life can be unfair but love always wins

#3 An Officer and a Gentleman

#2 10 Things I Hate about You
Sometimes you just have to sing...

#1 The Notebook
If she ask, smile and live your life trying to make her dreams come true.....

She reminded me of the Bible.....

      It was the end of summer, the first day of my life and the last day of being alone. I remember pulling my old truck into the Baptist Student Union searching for somewhere big enough to park the tank known as Clementine. It was the fall semester of my Freshman year in college, and this was my first function invite. Blonde skater dude hair cut, tight rolled 501's and an OP t-shirt(to say the least I was a child of the 80's). I could have never guessed if given a million wishes how amazing that night and my destiny were about to become.

      Opening the door, I realized quickly this country boy was a million miles from anywhere familiar to anything he had ever seen. Very anxious and admittedly a bit scared I searched the room for my best friend, and at this point I wanted to do nothing more than choke him for not meeting me immediately. If making an entrance was the test, I was failing. I was 10 seconds from turning around and leaving when I felt that hand on my shoulder. Finally, someone I knew. After a few high fives and hellos he directed me to our seats, where upon first sight I swear for the first time in my life I saw an Angel. There was nothing or no one in that room much less the Universe besides her, those eyes and that smile. I can only remember how she reminded me of the Bible and the story of the Sun standing still in the sky. All I wanted was for time to stop so that I could stay forever in that moment, looking into those amazing blue eyes.

       The Steven Curtis Chapman concert was coming to an end, and I remember nothing, but two hours of leaning forward just to see her laugh, smile, and cry at the songs being played. As the last song played I ran every scenario through my head as to how I would approach someone so unapproachable, she was so perfect, and I was so very nervous. Occasionally, she would look my way catching me in an awkward stare and just smile, and as the embarrassment would leave my blushing cheeks I would find myself again drawn towards her. This was like nothing I had ever felt before and something I never wanted to end. Truly, this was my life changing moment. It was now or never as the last song was ending, and the funny thing is, I didn't have to do a thing. Before I could even ask her name the Universe took over and Hayden, my best friend, introduced me to Elise'. It was perfect, everything just happened like it was always meant to. Fate....... As we all said goodbye, she slipped into my hand the nine most important digits in the entire Cosmos. The number that changed my stars.....

     

     
     
      

Final Chapter: Finding My North..the scene is fall 1990

   North Platte seemed an eternity ago. I guess you could say my half-way point between home and destiny. Small town Oklahoma boys don't usually wander this far from home chasing a set of "eyes", still calling out to them since the first time they saw them. Still here I am on what seems an endless South Dakota road singing every song my old pickups radio will tune in. My windows rolled up now due to the sting of the mountain winds and crispness in the fall air. I remember warmer skies, and a lot more sunshine, pulling off of that old dirt road leaving my momma and dads old farm. Saying goodbye to momma and grandma was always hard, grandmas tears and moms words always making more sense than anything I could ever argue against. But, they could see it in my soul and knew, this trip north had already stolen my heart.
     I didn't pack much, a little scared I suppose of what might actually happen when I met her again. This was after all, the first time we would truly be together without the constant reminder of school, grades, friends, and pressure from parents and peers to prove ourselves. Not to mention the enormous over-hanging fear of an 18 year old boy about to meet the parents of the girl he knew as South Dakota (It just fit her, not because she grew up there. But those blue eyes looked just like that wide open beautiful sky that went on forever). I remember our first kiss and last, since waving good-bye to each other after fall break that first semester. The feelings and never before felt emotions were definitely crashing in as I approached her hometown of Pierre, SD. I always laugh when I think of Pierre. From the first day I met her she let me know, "it's like pier, you know like a boat dock". She never misses a chance to correct my words, and poke fun at my slow country drawl. I guess that's what made falling in love with her so easy. Sometimes you just laugh so hard all the pieces fall into place.
     The moment has turned into anticipation as I turn off the main road onto an old dusty farm road. Two more miles feels like an eternity, I feel at ease though, this road feels like home. The full moon is coming up now, like a beacon leading me to an old front porch back in Oklahoma, a familiar place.... maybe I am home. One last turn, headlights dim in the fog, as I lift up my eyes to see her old farmhouse as I pull into her drive, and just like I knew she would be, waiting on me with tears in her eyes and me in her heart.

Dare I say

I am sorry I haven't posted the past two days. I have been deciding on which way to go with my blog. I have decided it will first and foremost center on love. I will attempt to take the reader on a journey through a love story that captures the heart and ultimately the soul. The story will be ideas I have scattered across many years of my life, ideas I said, not actual events. The story will focus on souls I have never met, but hope to make so real, that the reader feels like they know them. this is the scariest thing I have ever done, trying to bring my words to life. I believe an Epic love story exist inside all of us..... so tomorrow join me, and let us find out where this story begins and eventually ends.....

*I will also add pics, videos and quotes to illustrate my underlying themes... random ideas will always be added to the blog as well, as I have no filter, I am truly a gypsy in spirit, all over the place....Please if you ever feel like doing so, all encouragement and ideas are welcome...Thank you all so very much.... 1 John 3:17-18

Light...

I can only imagine the lives you touched, the tears you wiped away and the smiles you created simply by saying "hello".......finding my way, saying my prayers and loving God everyday on my journey....I am simply passing through, homeless and searching like everyone else for that Mansion on a hill.... Its a process, but I am learning everyday, loving all those I encounter and smiling so that others might see the light inside of me..... Mom, I will make you proud......

An awakening

My journey finds me lost more often than found. Since 2011 I have began to realize just how selfish my journey truly was. Losing everything has a way of re-focusing your true spirit and realigning you with the inner soul we all possess. This embodiment of tangled emotions and scarred egos, along with bruised lives and scattered dreams leaves most of us wondering if life can ever be truth. Though a painful process, I hope in some way this new journey, my soul cleansing, will affect/effect those who encounter me and journey with me in positive, loving, truth centered ways. My story will be boring to some, brilliant to others and life changing to a few, but it will be honest, centered in a great faith I have come to realize has always guided my gypsy soul. Like lightening to my sub-conscious and a seed planted deeply in my soul, a new beautiful creation began to show signs of life, and in that life changing revelation, a grand, epic and amazing re-focus on the true things we are to encounter on our journeys awakened my selfish, jealous pathetic being. True love found me when I lost the love that gave me life on Earth. I truly lost everything, crying on a hill, in a small country town the day I lost the woman I never thought would ever leave me. Mom, I miss you, I love you, and I say my prayers like you taught me to. I promised you I would find the real me one day. I never imagined so much of my life hinged, better yet, would be manifested in my weakest hour. You truly loved me, and in your end you opened my eyes to everything beautiful in the world. I will never be able to explain it, put in any type of beautiful prose or rhyme, but all of your prayers for your baby boy came true as I lied crying on that old red hill. I finally found me, what my soul screams for, I finally realized I am and will always be, Love..... more to come.........