Today was not like yesterday...

Excuse me if I seem a little high energy!!! I usually sleep with my head to the North.. Whoa, you, at least some of you know what that's like. I draw from within myself to further myself. My True North, above me always, my Star, my Creator, my God, always my North. I transcend all things to become one thing, better!!! The process is unlimited, ever changing, it is I who conforms unwittingly, but with prayer and meditation I find my source and see a possibility of limitlessness, a wall already broken down and a canvas new to paint. I weave my own tapestry as I am my Author, my life is my journey, subjected only to one Authority, God. In most processes change is difficult, but in difficulty lies the truth, of who and what you are destined to be. In my experience, my process, I have discovered at my core, I'm essential only to better humankind, my existence is fleeting, but life will surely go on after I am gone. So what I do is only significant if it changes the whole, not just the temporary vanity inside of myself. Life changed me very unapologetically, harshly and without regard to myself as it washed over me these past few years, to create a strength in me and a humility to ultimately see, the greater good is Love for others, and a dying to myself. I dream in color, in large symphonic ways, full of music and passion guided towards a peace and tranquility found at our core, when we begin to chip away the bitterness of hate, turmoil, grief and pain that all of us experience in life. But, it is there lost in those sleepless hours or crazy life events I find my energy, my sustainability, its there I realize I do these things to alter your mood from less than zero to vibrant, and color, the true collage that is you. In all of life, time never last.... It manifests itself boldly and says you will live forever, but it deceives, and it mocks you because it knows you will always believe in tomorrow, it is the human way, to dream we are bigger than life itself, and what if we are? But, we all know better. In our deepest darkest places we know better. So, in this life journey accept it is simply that, life, enjoy it, seize it and live fully. But, take the time to just, even for a moment, ask what are you here for? Say a prayer and listen... At your core, I with all of my soul, believe you will on some level find, you are here to change lives..... Embrace that as beautiful. If not, why is there even such a word as love, such a feeling of compassion, or such a yearning for acceptance?

My first blog, a definite work in progress. With your help I hope to tell amazing stories based off your feedback and ideas as well. My blogs will be focused on Love and Life, I will attempt to write a love story that hopefully entertains you and keeps you wanting more, and I will at times give my thoughts on how to truly treat a woman, and ultimately win at love....